i stumbled upon this forum...it has so many interesting things to read...and i need some help...some honest advice...i really need some, you could say i am desperate. please be honest and truthful rather than trying to be so concerned with what people will say in response to what you say.
so...my story...
is that there's this beautiful DR boy i have basically fallen in love with...let me describe how i play the initial situation occurred. this situation that i play over and over in my mind- the first day i saw him, he was casually walking, as i we came closer, and his face became clear-i thought-damn you have been so finely crafted...his eyes were so deep, he was dark chocolate, his face was so smooth, just the perfect amount of hair on his jaws is what he had, his side burns were nice too, his hair is the scruffy bald look, his body and his structure was strong, he was the perfect height, his arms were so strong and powerful too...the way he walked was confident yet sweet, not arrogant, just sexy? (to me at least lol)...
he wasn't looking straight forward when he was far, but as he came closer...he began to raise his head forward in my direction...pretty soon his eyes were locked in mine...he was looking straight at me...i felt as if we were glued to one another...he kept looking straight into my eyes. his were so deep. so powerful and deep.
so after that i blushed to myself. shortly after i was convinced that there was no way in hell he was looking at me.
the next day there he was again...this time i wanted to make sure it was me who he was looking at, which i was convinced he wasn't...i also thought even if he was looking at me so deeply, it was obviously wrong- i mean, who knows the type of person he is...what does he want???
so another day rolled along...i was walking outside...and the sun was shining brightly...it was so bright that i couldn't help squinting...as i stepped outside i saw him a few feet ahead of me, coming in my direction...this time he was even more distinct, more powerful, more confident as he stared me into my eyes...he just softly looked into my eyes...his look was of curiosity, interest, care, desire, love?
i have been struck by a love angel...and i am so close to accepting his relationship request...he wants me to go out with him and has been showing me that he would want to start a relationship...he keeps talking to me and is basically courting me...
there has been so many things said about DR guys...i want everyone to forget about how educated, wealthy or poor this guy is...just tell me, please, should i run in the other direction? am i headed for a train wreck???
i mean seriously...how many girls could he have done this too??? i have never seen an american or canadian guy have such (Sexual) behavior...or been so STRAIGHT UP about physical attractions...lust? i deserve someone that knows me first and appreciates my personality rather than eying and seducing me...
i know i am a naive person but i cant help feeling as if i am in love, it's almost natural for me and i can't help it
some of you may consider this story sad and pathetic but trust me...if you saw him lol you would want to forget all the truth about how this guy could potentially be and would want to act like it was all good.
i need some good advice for a good soul and a person w/ a clear mind...please help
BTW...i dont know where my previous post went!!! so i am re posting.
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my personal story AGAIN + HELP ME i am falling for him (DR boy)
For the rest, have a good time but don't fall in love with this boy.
